April 8, 2009
November 18, 2006
Sarcastic wit
and a smile that doesn't quit
Lips to die for left an uncontrolable desire for more
Like a giant towering over many
Yet gentle, sweet and genuinely funny
For a moment feelings of being special did occur
Twisted in my thoughts I could barely even feel
Turning around just to get one last kiss
"How could I walk away from a moment like this?"
Thoughts flying wildly around in my head
What am I doing with a man like this
Questionable objects arising in my finds
Then to be rejected as the night began to unwind
I can't deny the feeling that began to surface in my heart
I guess what I thought was a possibility really never was
A whole remains inside my heart and I look up toward the sky
Why did I think there could have been - I thought maybe this could be that guy
Not now, not soon but possibly... just seemed like the chemsitry was there
The way he said "beautiful" or maybe how he touched my hair
It hurt a bit to wake and feel as if I'd been forgotten
Maybe that's just His way of saying it just wasn't going to happen